yin man

2009-05-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

Hahah. i came back to have a look cause i wanna check something in the old days. 4 months not blogging. Yea i dont like blogging now. But reading back old posts are really funny. And its already a year i have this blog. for no reason zz.
Update for stephen or whoever...:
Er, i dont know what to type:(stuck. School's bored without you guys. Miss you all, we wanna go skating. lol thats all.
The next post will be like few months later..

2008-12-30T14:38:00.002+08:00

Chrismas' over. Awaiting 2009 New year eve. Probably celebrating at national park with friends.

2008-12-11T21:54:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the very low quality pictures

Yeah all the best Stephen.He's still in the plane right now

2008-12-11T19:51:00.003+08:00

Couldn't sleep last night i dint have the feel to sleep. There was so many things stuck in my mind at the same time. Woke up early morning by alex's phone call. Me Mj Alex Averyl met up at Wari. Shuttle bused to One b to get our gifts for Stephen. Running around,playing,taking pics and shouting. We quickly search for our gift and caught a cab to Terminal 1 airport, the cab costs us Rm50, so exp. Just when we reach airport we started to shout and run and play again. Moments later Stephen reached airport. The mood changed from heaven to hell. I think most of us are just controlling our tears. Sadness. Real sad. Took more pictures and talked more before Stephen enter the gate. Hugs. Tears. Just a second after Stephen disappeared from our sight, people started to cry out loud,not to mention who. Big sigh. Its just shitting that Stephen is leaving to New Zea after our eleventh year being classmate,we want more. So Stephen, you better not forget all the memories in kk ah. From Kg.2 Grace karen lui karl, Primary 1-6 with maychin shaun raymond jj, Junior Rens meijin sofia averly amylline gerald max dg all and Senior Ais robert kou bryan them. Good la can go to New Zea make new friends and high with them.Hajar said you can't have more girlfriend except her. I think this post is a bit too emo:( Pictures asap

2008-11-23T20:41:00.004+08:00

It's been 3 months since i last blogged again. You all keep asking me to blog..but i dont know what to blog about:( Em..just that i highlighted my hair purple. And..i changed my chinese name. Only close friends knew bout this. Cause my old name wasn't good for me. My new name is..曾伂詩.Yea it sounds weird i know.Get used to the name:(

Very long i didn't open and view my blog. Till just now, i was like looking at chatbox those and found out everything was dead..the chatbox.. Even the calendar was stuck at August. Then i saw my birthday countdown thing, i thought it was stuck too as it was showing 11 days. Man it's true. How sad. So i deleted the countdown thing.

As for today, went centre with 东怡. Walked around to get some stuff we need for dancing. I brought Lg Choco phone to fix, too bad it's Sunday they didn't open, made me carry the phone everywhere. Then went Growball and watched Igor,a cartoon. The character's so ugly that i dont feel like watching it, with gay story also. After that ate at Pizza Hut. We called Amy and talked for 45 mins, cause she's using Super Talk.
Bored:( Going same places..same time..doing same thing.

2008-08-25T21:57:00.004+08:00

School reopen again,after a week of holiday.Very very bored in class...I slept so much in class today cos of the boredness plus my gastric and intestine pain thing i need to rest lol. Cant write much. i have no more ideas for what to blog lol.Nites.

2008-08-21T19:07:00.002+08:00

It's been a month since i last blogged. I almost gave up on blogging, cs i really suck at the html codes thing,though all say it's really easy. Add on things which happened in this month.. no mood.

The month was fun too. Have been going out since the first day of holiday with friends. Today rest at home (: Anyway, bad things happen too, which is fucking me up....haiz.

I Can't Blog ):

2008-07-22T16:04:00.003+08:00

Told you i'm having back my stomacheache again lor. 10.20 Jordan came fetch me and shukmun home she's having flue fever sore throat...im having my shit stomacheache. Reached home and slept..till 3.15 .Decided not to take my medicine cos it wouldn't help a lot and my stomacheache will still come back some day wad. Oh shit. Missed english test and book keep test i think.

2008-07-21T22:40:00.006+08:00

The schedule of these few days/weeks have been very weird. Going home at 1am..2am...3am.. even not going home to sleep. Eating only less than a normal meal a day... My eyes is like dark and swollen now( so close to look like mary liau )for not sleeping well..And the stomachache the fucking intestine pain came back again these few days due to the improper diet.

Shit.Must sleep early and eat proper.

Well..i haven eat dinner today my mum din cook for me=(......stomacheache!=(

2008-07-21T22:35:00.007+08:00

I'm currently using my dream pink color phone W580i.Haha.By wad or how i get it...Hmm..lazy to say o =.=

Yea this pink. I think some ppl will sure hate the color of this phone like hell lar. I like.

2008-07-18T15:49:00.003+08:00

Will be going to Tshung Tsin nite today and tomorrow. Today with Stephen Mj Averyl Amylline Jordan Hajar. I heard the whole thing is bored so im hoping for something better to do inside. Yea Stephen suggested we shall all bring food lol. Kay im gonna buy later. BTW maybe we're sneaking in without tickets...don know how. Then later Alex fetch us to movie i think.
Im shitting here man.Bored

2008-07-16T18:53:00.002+08:00

Haha here comes the hong kee and koreans. Jordan and zhu zai came pick me up at my house yesterday nite and then joined shukmun & her daughter and john & his son at warisan. Hung out around kk. Then went back to my house to get another car as there was not enough space for so many of us.11.30 we went pick up two male koreans at airport. Then lintas salim for supper with han,her mum,her daughter,her brother, and john,his son and zhu zai. Jordan came back after sending shukmun and her daughter home. And drove john home. Then me and my car.

Reached home at around 1am. Luckily my mum slept if not she sure scold me again for the lateness

Actually more plans hanging with them are coming. But it all off-ed now. A minute ago shukmun inform me wth. Sob sob sob and sob. Fuck man. Cos john's son accidentally told shukmun's mum that we race-car yesterday nite. Oh fuck. Nvmla.. its not his problem..he's just too cute bha lols.

And it means i need to stay at home now=( shit

2008-07-14T17:44:00.004+08:00

Today was fucked up again.Lol.For what happened in school just now,i don't wanna mention about it.I can't believe the whole thing was imagination,i thought i saw something really creepy crawling in my desk what!Or my phone is fated to be confiscated HAHA i hated my phone since long ago..

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The fucked up part continues if you read my previous blog on 12nd July 2008 about Hajar's Party.

will blog this part tonite
moments later....i still cnt remember what i wanted to write here..blog this tomorro again lar

(After days)...:

Okay i forgot what i wanted to say bout you already. And i'm off your love life, so you move on with what the hell you're doing now i don't give a damn and bless you=)

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Hahah. After reading MJ's post today i realise i cant wait for 7 K Run too! Haha we will be having so much fun the whole day.Miss Junior 3 Ren 2007 like heaven! =D See you all there

2008-07-13T19:44:00.004+08:00

Omfg.I woke up 5.30 pm today.Since sleeping last nite 12 am. Obviously im too tired already.Sleeping at about 2-3am everynite.Now i want to sleep before 1 am everyday.Shit.I always wanted to blog with pictures but fuck i lost my camera battery charger. I searched high and low..and high then low and high again but it appeared nowhere. I think im gonna buy a new one soon if i get to go centre or anywhere.Need to get pictures from ppl to blog..

2008-07-12T23:43:00.008+08:00

Hajar's party was FUN of course=D Meeting back the RENS is always fun. Missing those days we had so much fun in Junior 3 Ren 2007.Haha

Somehow,i(er i mean us) was pissed and fucked up by some fucking reason.

It all started like this:

Yup,you have been obsessed with this Paul (since ever). You were like repeatin same thing about him over and over for almost a week, who doesn't know you're in love?
-He's hot
-He has nice body
-He's studying in a Singapore college
-He's 16,turning 17

Well,we all reached Hajar's house early today and talked..Suddenly i don't know how our topic was Paul. Paul,Paul and Paul. Then Shukmun said " Lol.Call him la if you dare. Ask him to come here", cause talking about him over and over seems pointless when he doesn't even know you exist,does he? Well maybe he does. So, you were the one who's so desperate for him to come after all. You said you do not have his number and need to get it from your sister.

You know wad do some of us think? You actually got Paul's number in your phone but lied us and the call to your sister was fake.Lol,maybe our thought were wrong?Hmm..
So there it goes the first call.You were so nervous on the phone ( in this situation,i was also nervous as a listener seeing you so.). And trying so hard to invite Paul to Hajar's birthday party. Even Paul said he's not free after 9,you said its okay to come between 7-8. You sound really desperate haha. At last Paul decided to come. We were all kinda happy actually, thinking to make new friends wad.

*By the way,we all agreed to invite them to our party (Hajar's party) cause most of us is in photography club and few of us wanted to have a look at the hottie you've been talkin about.

After all, Paul's coming with Daniel and his friend. Then some of you all walked out to get them. Before Paul and friends came it to the house, Hajar came in and say something is feeling so weird. Here comes her"Ey,how oh. Just tell them we're having farewell for them la." I was like "Wth this is Hajar's house and her party why the hell we need to lie and transform her birthday to a FAREWELL??Cant we jus say that this is Hajar's party,or a gathering. It's just that we want to make friends.Huh!" She said "Har,oh okay lar we say its a gathering- party- farewell (i forgot)" Can fuck off?OMFG. I can't believe you would wanna change Hajar's bday party to a 'your party' rite..Respect Hajar, she feels hurt when u said that okay. You're only one of our guest okay..

Anyways,u did tell them its Hajar's party.Thanks for telling the truth. We felt so fcuked up at that time already. Didn't really treat the new guests well enough.

We were supposed to be high. We need to appreciate time together as this is a gathering of our Junior 3 Ren 2007 gang. Once in a fucking blue moon. We missed each other.

And i fucking cant believe what you said to them. Well i don't know wad did Paul said to you i only heard wad u said.

1. "Yea...my friends are a bit wild" ( Giving us the low class look and roll eyes)
-- Fuck the hell. What do you mean? We're wild?!And you're not? I don think you did treat us as friends cause obviously saying this kinda hurt...And if you do think we're too wild, you should not have invited them here,you all can meet outside what! I mean...you're using one of your 'wild' friends house.. Btw,if Paul and friends do think we're wild, then we're way much disappointed that you think so.

2." They're in between the process of maturity"
--This line almost kill me when i heard it. Means we're still childish and immature. Even if we really are, friends do not say these in front of other ppl i thought. Fine, you wanna make fool of yourself,go ahead then. And this line actually says that you are mature?Oh my fucking G, like how you behave in class and those slutty shits. Well..no differences between us what.WTH

3."Shukmun they all invited you all to come"
-- Ey if we were the one who invite, we won't treat them so bad wad. And at first you wanted to invite them so desparately. Lol

And cause of this, the whole party was fucked at first.
This post is fucking long enough. And to 'you', you're fucking two faced. Not being mean, the present of Paul and friends is so much welcomed, even if you guys think we're immature.

Thats our life shouting,laughin and talking.

For who is the 'her' in this whole blog. It would be a secret. Respect. And i think you're faking out too much,especially in front of them.

This post is not about shitting anyone, i am Just posting up what do i think.

2008-07-12T01:20:00.005+08:00

Im so tired.Will blog about it Soon.
Science test,Chinese spelling,tiring PE,dance,Hajar's yo birthday party is gonna make me die tomorrow.
Plus its 1.20 am now and i havent bath.Lol.Don think im smelly and sticky.Im not=)
But im really sleepy now and my eyes is half closed!
Should i not bath??

HAHA.OF COURSE I SHOULD

Btw,i ever not bath for the whole day when i was primary 6.Dirty little girl. I think i was too tired.Hehe.Shh...
Anyway i must bath now.Played bball today and sweat a lot.
Fuck me im talking bout bathing.Shit
Enjoy bathin...=(

2008-07-10T00:24:00.004+08:00

Its late now. I have been sleeping at 2-3am for the pass few days/weeks. That is why the hell i slept so much in class.

Yesterday was my 6th day without eatin rice. Yea my gain-weight plan seems to be more like a weight-loss plan lol. I jus hate rice wad. I was forced by my mum ytd to eat rice,fine then. Guess wad,theres a lil pimple which looks like a rice beside my mouth. Fuck it must be the rice that i eat lah. Warning me not to eat rice again..i think.

Tomorrow's Teresa's farewell. I feel shit she's gonna leave on friday morning to australia.=(

Ppl is starting to leave,for further studies. I want! Cos studyin at the current sch reli....suck lah

Need go practice my piano now,or i'll die tomorro during lesson!

2008-07-04T22:44:00.004+08:00

Its been a week since my last post.Hmmph.I've been so not-busy,i think i've just got no mood to blog.
I Day Dream
So, i've got my fucking fuck hair.I accidentally cut my hair when i was sleeping,i dream becoming a hairstylist,ended up cutting my own hair=.=
Missy A says my hair looks like as if i'm copy,learning XX. I am not lor!Why do i need to copy one's hair making mine like hell.The story goes like this ba,i was seeing my hair getting longer and longer,so i decided for a cut on my front hair,the hairstylist actually jus grab my hair and CHIAK!Fuck. You all can see how fuck i was today. I cant stand. So after school went centre with shukmun after dat go Inspiration Saloon to safe my hair. All i can do is straighten and wait till my hair grow long,in fucking few weeks damn time. Fuck and fine noone cares.
Btw,i am sick now. Got flue and sore throat. It all started from the new braces lar. It was pain and i don really feel like drinking water. And now all i got is, sick=) HAHAhahaha...
Tomorrow's teacher's day, im waiting.
Went stephanie's house a while just now to bake cake. I din really do anythin i just watch=)
Tomorrow after school we all will be going to centre, haven't gt this feel for along time. Where we all stick together shouting and playing,though many things happen. Full stop on this.
I try to take loads pictures tomorrow,cs i know blogging without pics will be really bored, esp my blog.=) Pit.

2008-06-28T01:09:00.005+08:00

Today was good. Im in a good mood.Haha.Suprisingly, i work a little hard in school today esp Sejarah. Hahas.First time opening sejarah book these week, i can still remember it's ms158. See how concentrating i was.I did essay+highlights.Yay. When i wanna study i mean it, i do really STUDY.When im tired means i SLEEP. Okay.shit enough.

So we were extra excited for our club huh?Cos we heard there's new hot instructors for our photography club, as we did nothing at all last semester. So theres four instructors, club teacher,wadever. Our current commerce teacher( whose doing nothing but translating english to chinese and thinks that she's hot), Paul (new instructor),Daniel (new instructor) and a nice girl ( kinda like an instructor helper). It was good cause Daniel is only 17 years old wth, commerce teacher 22, Paul and the nice girl also very young. All of these made OUR CLUB LOOKS YOUNG haha. And they talked bout pictures and skills,real skills that i learned a lot and jokes( not lame ones). Here are some pics of the 360degree change of our club.

This is a skill called framing.Everyone was freaking bout it.=D
Framing Averyl
Commerce teacher and Daniel

Yea him
Paul and Daniel
Paul helping
Framing Averyl again with camera pocket
Averyl fucking-taking framing pictures.It looks really stupid

Actually the real framing is not like dat bah. Its like you take a picture of sun between two trees. Get this?No..k fine. Don ask why im putting those "hot" instructor's pictures up there. Its for Charles.Pity him he missed the real pornography club. Get to know them here lol.

Just after i finished club at 3.30pm,rou called me.Yea i need to rush to 2 DIGI shows. Went home quickly washed my face and start make-up-ing. No time to bath. Shit. Anyways after all, i followed rou's car to the first DIGI station we need to dance. It was kinda-a little-too funny we were told to wear a yellow jersey with number 11 on it. For the latest DIGI 11 Friends and Family. Yea we were advertising materials. I looked so funny as i really felt like the yellow-man who follow wherever you go.=D
Really stupid, luckily we still get paid rm100.Of course we need to. Imagine us modern dancing on a jersey??Yep. The dance wasn't really good cos it was like road show....

DIGI
Yea DIGI
Look at the backgrounds all DIGI
again
Last but not least, ice-cream which is a must for me=)

3 more shows tomorrow.Straight after school till nite i can die this

And hey i've been sleeping late like 2am these few days, doing some piano practice. Which made me slept like hell in class. =((

2008-06-23T18:23:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the lack of blogging.I just got no mood.Kinda fucked up lately for no reason.
Just finished checking out on blog.Read Wen's blog blogging how hard you're working on your weight plan.Me too.Really=) I wanted to gain weight since long ago,but decided to take it seriously for the past few months. I got this beverage i need to drink thrice a day, i cnt make it,i drink once a day only.Damn. And ppl cnt control on the amount of food they eatin,so am i. I can eat like only one meal a day, like eatin shit stuff in school and thats it for my whole day.Serious. Sometimes i ask my mum NOT to cook for me cos i Don't eat rice.Yeah its fuckin disguistin,of course i eat,only with my family in order to make them boss less.These few weeks i'm like eatin less.Which means my gain weight plan is impossible!xD

Stomachache is still with me=( As i keep forgettin to take my medicines. I skipped my medicines three day in a row already. Ytd i did took one pill forgettin the other six pills. Shit.Today i ate my medicine in school,morning and left all my medicines in school.WTF
I think i really need someone to remind me man.Fuck.

I got my results yesterday,it wasn't good at all. Cos,i choosed commerce stream cos i wanna Bang into Top Students haha.Not possible at all,see how i sleep in class everyday. I don wan to but the atmosphere i jus so wrong plus i hate studying.Hmm.. Well what a long post with NO pictures. Din really took pictures this few days.

Went to One Bornoe with peoples, my second time to there. I thought the first time i went to One Borneo was bored cos i went with wrong ppl, but when i go yesterday it's still so bored.Haha. Brought rm450 with me ended coming home with all. Kinda impossible huh?Haha rite. I don see anything which is nice and suitable for me there, do i buy a so-model-dress, watches,gold,branded expensive high class shits? Nono.. I kinda prefer warisan actually,its more kk.xD

This post can never end if i keep on typing useless stuff.Thats all.=)

2008-06-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

Just finished doing my english oral for myself and also Han's. My eyes getting pain. Schools fine today,nothing happened cos i actually slept the whole day. Cos im still suffering from fucking stomache ache. That medicine which cost me RM78 is not even working wtf. Fuck that doctor man.
Yeah almost everyone escaped club today as it's first time for second semester. Everyone got so tired for the pornography club,same as me,there's no porns at all=D Haha.Went CX with Shuk Mun.Then back home.What a day..
Well,tomorrow's a Saturday,of course a day out for me. I hate staying at home remember...
Me fuck off now=)

2008-06-12T12:33:00.003+08:00

Din go to school today,cos of some sickness. Bored at home. I even played piano for 2 hours this morning. Seems like i'm really fucked up staying at home. So i'd better on my computer. Since i have nth to do i decided for a long post-The Nexus which was so yesterday. Need a rest now=)

2008-06-12T11:26:00.008+08:00

The planned Nexus Class Trip turns out to be like a private trip.No guardian, no teachers, there were only 6 people and we din really stay at nexus. Benjamin, Foh giu, Zu zai, Jordan, Shuk mun and me. First day, Ben drove us to Nexus using my car,i mean my parents car. Yea how did i get the car? I made a small lie of course, a lie for good.

The lobby:

Class picture?And the camera holder sux:
Waiting in game room for our room at 2pm:
Got room. Nap and then to beach:

Now then Foh Giu appeared?Yea cos he overslept:

Our dinner,steamboatAfter this dinner, i took no more pictures. All i remember was Ben drove us to kk for a movie, Long Khong 2, then way back to Nexus. Foh giu and Shuk Mun haunted for ghost,i was scared. Then slept.

Second day, we were like bored. We only went to beach once. So another idea popped. We checked out. Lol. Suddenly my parents wanted to visit me, when i was having my "class-trip". I made another lie again.=( Then Ben drove us to centre. Then.....i forgot. Oh, me and Shuk Mun and Jordan went to K Box. We sang till 7 pm, Ben with Foh giu and zhu zai fetched us. We went to places-Mas airport,Tanjung Aru Beach Hotel,...i forgot again. Then dinner.Now there's a very little picture.

Grace something food court: Benjamin went home after this. Zhu zai became our new driver. So bored so we went for movie, Someone Behind You. Of course i din dare to watch, so i just kinda slept. everyone was lack of $$ that time, we don wanna go for hotel cos it would be such a waste, that time was really late ord. Shuk Mun suggested CX. Yeah they went, how sad i don play online games.I just shitted there then. After thet we drove around kk again that was about 3 am. What to do in car? I suggested to go Kundasang..kinda joking but they took it for real lol. Rite we went filling petrol. All of us slept deadly in car. Pity zhu zai, he talked to himself in car when he was driving.Haha=D

Can see how cold we were,everyone so blue.Getting bright

Loads of thing more. The 3 days trip even extended to 4 days 3 night. There's really a lot to say. Im lazy=) So that's all i think.=)

2008-06-11T21:42:00.002+08:00

Yeah, i've been not blogging for quite a some time, cause of holidays and i have no mood. Moreover, its school days now. Fucked up. I hate schooling, when i got shouted by my mum early in the morning, when the alarm rung like rushing me to hell, when i wake up and thought " Huh??I thought i'd just slept for 5 minutes?" , the dusty environments in school, those bored teachers, homeworks.... NO!!=(
There's only one thing i like going to school is that i can meet up my friends again rather than staying at home doing nothing.
I'm so bored at home, i mean like..cant talk to anyone. Not my younger sister, she talks to herself. Luckily my sister coming back next week. Haha.I need you ya!=D
Wait till i have something really nice to blog about..=)

2008-06-06T17:15:00.002+08:00

I've got no mood to blog.Give me some time.
Im still finding a nice pic to insert as header.
Fucked up.

2008-05-30T23:27:00.003+08:00

I've been going out like everyday since holiday.So fucking tired.
Tomorrow going out with shuk,maybe sleep at her house?
Went warisan and cp today-For Free Movie!!xD
The cinema was awesome.Haha.
Took a little pics,but im too lazy now.Shit
Nexus is So Soon.I can't wait.
Oh wat the hell.Im talkin shits.
I better fuck off now.Bye

2008-05-29T00:20:00.010+08:00

Oh no i'm broke wth. Yesterday i went to warisan and wisma with shuk mun, i brought rm580 with me,guess what, i came home with rm20!!I used rm560 man.Let me count what i bought(round off to nearest tenth):
Cloth 180
Pants 50
Bag 50
Purse 50
Heels 60
Cosmetic 50
Bra 90 lol
Others i forgot..

This is so shit. I have only 20 with me. My handphone also broke so i was forced to reload rm10 just now. Left rm10 with me.Haha. Something's so wrong with my phone lah. I counted, averagely 70 msg-s per day plus a few very-short call. After 4/5 days its all gone.Omfg this is so wrong. Can use up so many money meh!? Fine,don talk bout these shits.

Went to studio today for ying's bday, a girl's farewell and welcoming a hong-kong teacher who came to visit. Not much to say cos you all don know ppl there. Let pics do the talking. But there's one! 1st pic.Look this picture, she's kalina. Same studio with me.Err, em...dunno how to say. Infos, ask me=)*Dats not her bf* 2nd pic.Our high teacher the white shirt.

Last pic, obviously ss. Well, drank a lil. Not drunk, but i got serious headache. Had lots fun. Down here, 1st video, Chinese song [ xin bu liao qing]

2nd video, err..one fren shuffler. Don go watch if you're not interested in dance and sing, cos even if you are, it could be bored as a shit. Haha.

Lastly, will be kinda busy this week. Hmm...classes, studio, perform, outings. Hey i cant wait to go nexus.Lol. Hope will be fun lah. If not...em..i better stay home to shit.No ba.Joking.Lame

Im still having my serious headache le,means, off to bed now!Nites.

2008-05-26T21:52:00.008+08:00

Went to warisan and k box with [ex-dancer] gang. Haih..its ex(pass).Well sing k from 2 till 7 man. Luckily i din sing dat much. This week so effing bored,even though theres a few plans going on, i feel like sticking to my bed forever. Few pics i took. Theres two video for the song [ni zui zhen gui].Take 1 and 2. Enjoy.

2008-05-21T20:39:00.005+08:00

She keeps her secrets in her eyes

She wraps the truth inside her lies

Just when I can't take what she's done to me

She comes to me

And leads me back to paradise

She's so hard to hold

But I can't let go

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane

A reckless ride in the pouring rain

She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel

She dance away just like a child

She drives me crazy drives me wild

But I'm helpless when she smiles

Maybe I'd fight if I could

It hurts so bad but feels so good

She opens up just like a rose to me

When she's close to me

Anything she'd ask me to I would

It's out of control

But I can't let go

When she looks at me I get so weak

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Love this song. Helpless when she smiles by backstreet boys. Yea the lyrics have nth to do with me but it's just nice=)

2008-05-20T17:34:00.006+08:00

To '...' in the tagboard, were u joking or wat? But i do take it seriously. It did hurt me, maybe this is wat u want, tears came down whole nite, ok stop who will pity me anyway. The point is, i realised maybe you were right i am a bitch(no one is perfect in this world,are you??), but i cnt help with it ,human always cant control what they were doin, maybe i am born like dat, so bitchy. And everyone have comments on different ppl, and thanks you told me i am this bitch. Have you got more comments on me? Feel free to write i don really mind. One thing is, i won't hate myself cs i am a bitch?Haha i am created to LOVE myself=)
Your comment on me wouldn't change my life
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After the headache and tiredness continuous from yesterday, went to school today and got back some papers.Haha. Won't show my marks later ppl think i show off. Im happy with my marks. I was so sleepy i slept in chinese class. Then durin bk lesson, i escaped to damai. I prefer damai's bk more. Yep we ate there with, Lu Bau Ling, shuk, vanessa,lola, kylie. After that i decided not to go to math tuition cs i gt a serious headache. Then back home and slept had a good rest=)

2008-05-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Haha lastly i can blog after a week of strict-self-controlling. Quite a number of things happened this week.
Exam.It was kinda #$%@^%$. Lol it was ok ba.Only for sejarah=(
Today,yea after exam followed shuk mun to her house together with sharon. Then prepare ourself to hang out at kk. We decided to go wisma to shop fis, suddenly i got stomache ache again.So i went to watson and got the medicine im used to it. Shopped around and sharon left us. Next,went to warisan meet wen,shanna,han and lol. Completely different gang eh. Yea=) Dunno why charles and mj din wanna follow. Went to k box 'chiong k'..Vanessa joined us.So funny.The point is,today all of us are from diff gang but it was good. At night, went to damai upperstar then yoyo. And back home. Din got any pics cos i din brought my camera. Funny things happened so much.
Tomorrow got a freakin piano concert i din even practice cs it was exam. Im gonna die tomorrow so tor oh...

2008-05-09T19:49:00.002+08:00

So this was the rexona advertisement take 2.Looks the same but this longer=)Enjoy

2008-05-08T22:14:00.003+08:00

school exam+piano theory exam+piano concert+2 performances+moral project+sejarah project+ shit ass fuck shit.
GOING CRAZY
btw i will be posting another video, stephen and mj(rexona advertisement says wen) take 2. funnier.i will still laugh alone when i look at this video.

wish me luck.

2008-05-04T23:43:00.003+08:00

Class choir competition today. I think we din sing that well.Sry. Plus i was laughing like hell when everyone's singin. Hope i din spoil the choir. And i did ss-ed i little k.

Wad happened today fcuked me up. Friends problem, damai shit and shittaz. This was such a bad day. A little tears came out for no reason lol. Well, wtf. I hate today. Hope tomorro turns to be a good day. Please don continue wad happened today mama=(

2008-05-04T22:32:00.023+08:00

3rd May 2008.Averyl's birthday party.Not typing too much. Pictures can.. Teasing mj again.Haha

Food

Blackies

Them

The picture game.So high

Food freak

Looked at this few times still don get it

Another picture with my camera's weird effect

See. I said the shirt's too long for me.

Look at my hand

Wads wrong Stephen so sexy ha?

The bday girl

Them

The winner of the game. Black. lol

So emo eh?

Me and Averyl

Same shirts with Averyl

Us haha.Found out something.My eyebags=(

Stephen's always bad mood with mj. Haha

Opening Averyl's present. Amylline's funnyxD

New shoe present. Chinese ppl believe its

not good to give shoes rite? Haha but nvm..

Down there is video of Stephen and Mj. They two..sure funny ahaha. Dancing the lala by Ashley simpson.Watch if you have time=D

2008-05-04T21:46:00.016+08:00

1st May 2008. Labour day. We decided to go out, moreover when i din want to stay at home. So at about 1.30 i met charles and ian at centre. I think this was the calmest outing..i mean everything is so slow and good. Cs we used to rush and run all around centre with the ex ren gang plus the shouting and fucking. We din have anything to do so we wanted to watch movie but Full House. Yes labour day. Then we walked around cp as ian wanted to find Averyl's present. Lastly, he got a necklace which cost RMxxx.xx. The x isn't a small figure;( Then we went secret recipe talked bout our stuff, love life, politics( i was jus listener),and many many random one. Soo quiet i like it.Haha, can see its a really quiet dat rite..

As it was a sunny day, Charles suggested us to walk over to opposite, waterfront to talk. We did. Sat down and talked again. Such a relaxing day man. But it won work if too many ppl go seriously=( One of our topic,we even thought of having an ex-ren trip. Dunno ifi it works,cs things are happening.

worst lemon tea ever.above

was the picture before i leave

Then shuk came join us cos at nite

we goin to the cina concert. Which is

kinda nice actually

Obviously edited. Yea by Charles=)We saw planes passing

And this little girl's soo freakin cute she has blue eyes.Haha

What a nice day. At nite, went to the concert. All pics with shuk cos my camera ran out of battery as i left my charger at shuk's house the day before.

2008-05-04T00:26:00.042+08:00

30th April 2008.Went to fay's party at nite,which everyone had been talkin about since she distributed her invitations for us. It was quite nice cs all of us were together. But was said that it wasn't really that high actually,as we din manage to dance a few songs.Only like two.We were like with the camera the whole time. Haha.Here's FEW of our ss pics. We actually took more than like 200. **those pics are not accordingly=)** Stephen on his glass of plain water.lol

And sofia too. She's sexy

Natural effects of my camera. I din know how to
change the setting,but nice also wat..

All the rens.except one

Closely hugging each other

This is the retarded expression.Too bad

its bluurrr..

Actually this pic was supposed to be like..two guys

fighting for a girl with their sexy eye expression.

Well, failed cs the girl aint pretty plus em....

everything doesn't matches.=)

The lame/lazy one

Them

Strong and muscularXD

Sexies

One of our hundreds ss-pics

I seriously dunno why was my middle fimger

there that time. Maybe i was sad im not in the pic.

Sorry i spoil the pic.Hehe

The tall-science stream-ren-english models

Nice one

Trying to act like the gangsta in my class.

Muahaha

This is ren of 2007

Also...i miss ren

Lower chinese girls

OMG.The very ren 2007

Random pic

Ladies

I love tis pic. But we were said that we look like bitches.

Are we?.

Sexy Averyl+Hot stephen

Best couple ever.

My fis few pics of ss on that nite

They almost got the matching pair of shirt.=D

Tired.

Ben

Zu Zu

Vanessa

Me Stephen Vanessa

Averyl so sexy

Our successful picture drama. He betrayed me,

got into another girl

Hey fucker,why you doin this to me?!

[Devil's fight]background:hell
Or maybe we should work out

together..=)happy ending

Maybe its lame..but i think its nice. Haha

Cym and Ave. Bestest

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I hope this blogs not that lame and bored..Cos i dod work on it.

Damn late now, i just come bak from my sexy Averyl's party. 1.38 am now. I'll blog bout the beach and kfc and averyl's party and our choir competition tomorrow+ damai with rens. Owing loads of blog

2008-05-01T00:13:00.003+08:00

What a day. Actually planned to sleep at shuk mun's house tonite, but last minute her family wants to go the kundasang tomorrow. Die lo. I left all my daily-Must in her house like phone and camera charger, toothbrush, specs... And was forced to 'ma fan' zu zu's parents to send me hme cs i told my mum i not sleepin at home. So at home, i realised i have nth with me. For my contact lens, just grabbed the eye water i used to bring to school. Case, used an old one. Make up, NO make up remover.WTH so i used facial wash to rub my face off. Teeth, again. I have no extra so i chose the cleanest brush available on the bathroom and brush brush lol. Spectacles, i find for my old one, the one like ah ma.Yea..dats all.

For fay's party, gonna upload tomorro. I scared my camera run out of battery..charger with shuk=( nites.

2008-04-30T23:50:00.004+08:00

After all, i found out many people doesn't use good about the word F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Me too, perhaps. Recently, i've seen a few ppl who actually uses their friend. Many ppl make friends just because their hot,sexy,..?? Yeah,but not us.Lol. We don't call friends to great parties to show off to ppl we have sexy friends,but it's just dat friends are just THAT GREAT when we're together. And after the fun we had together, we'll still have fun together the next great party. Not like SOME, they hang out with ppl depending on their popularity, then when those sexy frens not around, they'll just go to those shitty ones(like us) and say "hey wads on??" then invited themselves to join in. Huh?WTF. The next day, they don even remember who we are. Or next, they uses frens to know MORE frens. After this, the circle of frens grow bigger.By hanging out with them,talkin shits, betrayin them wadeva. After that, they'll dump the first fren. Haih. Speechless lo. Lucky me. I love my current friends, i don use them for those bitchy reasons. I DONT. I hope we are true frens, now and forever=)

**IMPORTANT!!!You are NOT the person of the above mentioned people.NOT

2008-04-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

This week crammed up by nites out.Yeah,and yep..maybe its not THAT much outings but you all know.. parents are always strict.And i'm havin trouble tellin my parents. I always inform them last minute so they can say nth. Just told my mum bout fay's bday.Haha.Bye
Lame post

2008-04-27T23:47:00.016+08:00

Saturday, a substitute pe teacher came to take over mr yee,who went to some shits. Heard dat the new tcher can 'menilik' very well.Haha. Im gonna ask him the comin sat=) Then recess, bought mee from canteen, omg i finished it.Haha. Mj was shocked too. Em it's not that i cant finish a pack of food, but..i seldom can in school cs it's too early too early to eat these Big food.My mee:
Then after school we waited for our car to came, everyone's goin out to buy present for sofia, dress to wear on fay's ......But for me,i cnt follow=( have to go studio. At the same time, we went on averyl's car to take a lil ss:

Yep. Then an aunty came fetch me. Went to studio. See the pic. They were talkin bout strategy of dancing..Haha. I was too tired, so i went playin with my camera:

Then i reached home at 5. Bathed and got ready. Went to Sofia's bday party:

Twister:

Me.Lol:

Another twister by them:

Then we watched ah long pte ltd.For me it's the third one. But still laughed my ass off. But din took any pics cs there were too many ppl.ss-ed with averyl.Kinda too dark?Haha:

I think this was 'lights-off' during the cake time:

Lights on after that.Lolol:

After lots of fun, when almost everyone left, Sofia opened her presents. Cool oh.I wan:

Then i was left alone=( Haha cs i'm sleeping over in sofias house as my mum don wanna fetch me-she has her own party dat time. We slept at 2am, cs we played, talked, online see lookin at bitches?? No ba..Morinng woke up at 7am. Using good of the mirror:

Then i followed sofia to her church. Then decided to go for SHOPPING!Yay. After lots of buying and shoppin,then we saw this. Available in two very right size-for me and sofia. So we bought this.YAYAY.The next outing we'll be wearin this:
Yes i know the hand part is way too long for me.Lol.Nvm. I don even care so who cares.Haha:

We also bought a pair of same shoes. Its very cute.=) Then bought a lot of things, after that headed to city mall. Bought a lil too. Total expenses:RM 200.Okok la.Better than the last one,rm300. My family was there. Dad gave me another 200. Haih.I feel bad, but i use another Rm 50 again.STOP. Went to Hana later bringin sofia. She was afraid of my family and so called meijin to come. When mj arrived, off they went shoppin. Got hme and on the com. Wow.Everyone was like talkin bout fay's party, and i took this for Averyl-the dress i, wearin. Ok ba, its very china- beng. Wat to do. My others are too short,or too long=(

What a long girly post.Haha=D 12.40 now. So late ord.Only sleep 4 hours today.Nites.

2008-04-27T23:28:00.008+08:00

So this is the pictures i wanted to upload on friday when my computer went cacated. Just some sleepigs in class.

too tired perhaps

sleep #1
sleep #2

sleep #3

then..sleep together and dunno wads this,high-ing or wat?

2008-04-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

I've got some nice pics i took from school,but halfway i upload, suddenly cacat cnt upload anymore. WTH.

And today in school,was fun. Kind of. Em..we actually did something bad. We created some fake information, that STTSS is organizing a swimmin competition. So we wrote on a piece of so-real paper(those recycles paper ttss always use) and paste on the notice board, where everyone will see it when they go look bout their club info's. BTW we saw so may ppl was lookin at the note,they're INTERESTED!!We wrote " People interested please find tian cai" Fuck shit.I know it's really fucky. Scared too. Hey ppl, this is a secret between bloggers k? Read here and forget it now. I'll be so dead if tian cai found it. And some of you quite close with his bro? Jus keep it here.Haha *wait did i over-spilt this thing??tell me if i am.im scared pls

And in canteen, we shouted and pushed like hell. But like what Averyl says " who cares??". We're just trying to have fun when we stil can, stil together, before it's too late......=(

Yesterday stole three choco buns from bread stall; the day before stole a can of sweetened milk from the laksa stall(stephen promised to make caramel for us with the milk haha)..I'm not a thief. Just em..who cares??Haha.Lame

Tomorrow will be Sofia's party. I helped much though=) Supplying table cloth.Haha. And Sofia wanted me to find the cable for dvd player..She said it looks " yuan tou yuan wei" (means the front and back part is round)..Lol. But i go look for mine its " sou tou sou wei" ( skinny one,get it??)And it's gonna be fun tomorrow!! I'm sleeping-over at her house cs my mum don wanna fetch me--she has a party out there too!!Whoa.

Will post the pics maybe sunday.=D

2008-04-23T22:13:00.003+08:00

Damn these days i do feel like blogging,and have thought about topics. But when i come to the computer, i just feel so tired and sleepy. Esp my eyes, is really suffering. Maybe these days i just sleep too late. I wanna sleep early today.10.15 now. Nites.

2008-04-18T22:14:00.007+08:00

Today was fun. Skipped school and watched basketball competition at school. Interesting match they have huh. Haha. Stayed at basketball court the whole day except for computer class and book-keeping. But needa sacrifice though, became so dark. Wth. Evening watched MN vs TTSS. The match supposingly to start at 3 but don't know what happened it started at about 4. Waited there like dumb watchin those balls sweatin like shit. Lastly, MN lost to TTSS by 51-74. Have to say MN is very very good as TTSS kinda sot. I got blind how they shoot the basketball with just a hand like playing toys huh?=) Was at the bball court so long, but took only a very little pics which was Han and Principal...

Go Han Relax..
Pook him-mr.tsen
Kick his ass!

Now, everyone's gonna have fun tomorrow watchin the finals. TTSS vs Lok Yuk and Kian Kok vs MN, for guys..Fine la..i'll not be there cs im goin to Miri. Wth.hell. Sad and bored. Gonna miss the match and hang out with a bunch of freaky childrens.ARGH!! Whats the point of goin up to the plane waking up so damn early 5 am tomorrow and come back on Sunday 3 pm?? I guess just to miss the fun-ness ah? Okay..i got too freaky with the bball??Nop.. I just wanna watch for nth.
Yer, got so bored. Needa pack things..I'm so gonna just bring a set of shirt and GO!

Chapter 38

2008-04-16T23:06:00.003+08:00

CHAPTER 38

featuring of realism,pessimism,and the dearth of hope

-It's like there's people snatching my glory everywhere i go

-Having a meaningless life,doing everything without direction

-Feel's like nothing's going right,it's like one single person causes the disruption of my entire plans and all

-Seeing so many people hooking up right now is just god damn phony

-Let the true nature of human selfishness be unveiled

-Dreams,hopes,impossibilities...Doing stuff that against my belief

-Everything's changing,nothing's same anymore

-This is just a phase of life,or is it something we tell ourselves just to convine others that we'll be okay?

-Life is still precious without ~ ?

-I've tried, I've failed. Well, Einstien had many tries at solvin his experiments didn't he?

-Swear over your dead body you never have any sort of infatuations for ~

-But thats life

-Couldn't afford to go for ~, but don't want to erase my memory

-Since the day it started, nothing's going to be the same again

-Now,I've lost my way,I've no direction

-It was all blank all this while. that I was only giving without receiving

-Forgive me I lost my mind, again

-We're all the puppets of fate, tempt it on your own, and you'll end up finding yourself closer to your doom

2008-04-14T00:55:00.020+08:00

Woke up at 6:30.Got bowling competition remember?When i reached centre, the whole centre was like empty...It wasn't as koyak as i thought it would.Cos the first game i did quite well, till the small incident happened, which was me, thrown in the wrong lane, then have to ask ppl come and fix the point..The whole second game i only got like em 24/300...oh no=( But after me and Hajar talked bout some interesting topic, i became better. The third game was fine. Finished at bout 12:00. Stephen came up to meet us.Took some pictures.

The Ai bowlers Show-off our bowling!Pose suggested by me.Haha Mei jin wanna strike us!!

Then met Robert,bought Han's present then went to the mamak stall to eat. I din eat any cos i don really like the place..

Stephen-me-Robert

Tian Cai arrived..Eat and took photo-sticker.And rush up to watch 'Definitely.Maybe' at 1:55

In the lift=)

Met up with like 25 ppl from ren and ai.Some ppl din buy tickets.So we just curi masuk lo

Woo hoo!!Two rows of us

Was fun=D

After movie,kinda bored.Then all of us split up cs many ppl wanna buy present for the bday party at nite.So we went to Secret with Tian cai.Then suddenly went off but call him back to take pictures.He brought some seniors along.

Seniors

After they went,then other ppl came to meet.

Rens

Then zu zu and john came again.

Boys vs Girls

Mei jin

Walked to centre.Still have bout two hours. Walked around there..we were bored so we went to fun square to fake drive.lol

Woo hoo

Walked again.Sat down at Mc donald.I went up to buy a shirt as my shirt i was wearing got some shits

Costs me RM69.90.And the size doesnt reli suit me

Phew,lastly to Soho for Han's bday

Averyl and Stephen

Food

This part is a lil....Condoms~~Cos they give Han as bday present. Suggested to have a look.

Packing

Ahem

Oh no

Nono..yeeee..

Gosh. Testing

Ian blowed it too.

After that went to k box with few ppl. They went in and out.So the room was like never more than 5 ppl. Lolol. Then something happened but would be quite long if i write it.So i'll just skip it. Went to dad's restaurant after and a staff send me home. Reached at 11:30. On the com and bath till now.Got fuckin tired.

Have Science, Econ test tomorrow again.. Plus moral project, bm oral script, sejarah workbook...Haven't even touched Science book.I'll study at school then. Fuck wish me luck.Nites

2008-04-12T21:31:00.011+08:00

Hell.Today,went to try out for bowlings as i got inter-class competition tomorrow,which i joined just for fun. And found up something!!,i'll gonna koyak in front of the school bowlers tomorrow! I din knew i suck at bowling, till today when my marks was like --/--/--/-3/-9/12/20/----.Even in front of those don-know-who-they-are i already feel sooo koyak.Oh no. Sure i cant sleep tonite.

Also took photo-sticker.But stupid me only choose one pic and press 'ok'.Sorry...Quite nice also. This is the 'weird' post.
Zoom to the 'weird' post.Yeah quite blur..but i kinda like this pic.
And bought a nike plain t-shirt.=)

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Here goes my for plan tomorrow: Bowling competition > K Box > Han's Birthday

Got a lil scared.Not for the bowling,but the k box.Omg we're calling tc.How many times have we koyak in front him...If i koyak another time...shit la lol

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This was pictures we took last friday,in photograpy club. I love these pictures.It's like so artistic huh??=) Title for each pic:

Conflicts between secondary school students

Em..dunno.Maybe the guy suffered from girls around him?

We Were Rens

2008-04-12T21:14:00.005+08:00

I've ordered a 1G mickey mouse mp3 from saffy,a silver one for RM 140. But dunno if the stocks available. Hope there is cos this is sooo cute.Fcuking cute. And its cheap again=D Hehe..

2008-04-10T22:30:00.004+08:00

As i've been sayin that i wanted a new phone,yes,this is the one that i've been wanting for.The K660i

Two colours available. Lime white & Wine red.Which is nicer?!?=DD

2008-04-10T22:05:00.008+08:00

Today went to city mall,with only Hajar, Zoe and Mei jin. Got some pictures but not gonna post too much cos we were like BitcHed as we din invite you all. Okay i already feel shitty enough.Im sorry we din invite you all but the massage place has limited place.Only 2 person that Zoe and Mei jin din got to massage. Too many explaining doesn't work.Fine... Foot massage
Desperate wanna touch
Strong men
Sitting on the fitting room while waiting for Hajar.

This Saturday will go to bowling-to train ourselves as we have competition on the next day. Wait, the Rens can come and join us,of course, if you all aren't mad at us lar...But anyway, we all are meeting the next day what. Any shits lar.XX

Myself and i

2008-04-09T21:05:00.002+08:00

Lol.I'm blogging bout myself, things bout me. Is this the use of blogging? Well. In case you got bored you could skip this post i won't mind.I'm getting ready to ss here.Aha. Cos i don feel like sleepin but i'm tired now. Myself and i goes:-
Forgetful. I'm a forgetful person. I've been owing Hajar her English literature book since last year and still couldn't remember to bring to school.Reminder--I Will Bring Tomorrow. And my medicine which should be finished on Sunday, today then i finish it.Lame ka?Next..
Quiet.Of course not!!But yes in some circumstances,it depends actually. A very good example-my seat.Haha. It's very weird lo in that place.Dunno wat happened that made me scared to talk.
Couldn't think of others already lar..I think i stop here lar.Even if i post more its still shitty.
And its raining now.I hate raining at night cos im scared actually..

Same thing over again

2008-04-08T22:26:00.007+08:00

Lol im still posting bout the larson's party.Wtf.Okay it's just that this day was really fun plus i don't have a good topic.Anyway,i'll be back for normal blogging tomorrow.Enjoy=)

So this was mei jin bullied by us. Din really enjoy this video??Lol sry..

Well wats wrong with the second video i din post it lar..Pro-s please help me

5th April 2008

2008-04-07T16:56:00.029+08:00

Okay so this was on the 5th April 2008,saturday.After school,i went to studio to practice my outside dance.Then Zoe came to fetch me together with MJ.Hajar we headed to centre to get larsons birthday present.Got a nike bag and cap. Headed to his house. It was soo fuckin fun. With part of the RENS.. But there was still mainly two groups of ppl. The Wet Ones-Larson,Stephen,Gerald,Frederick,Daryl C,Jordan,little Marcus,Hajar,Meijin,Averyl,Amylline and Emily Tan(went home very early)
The Dry Ones-Sofia,Saffy,Audrey and Karen..(Boo they din bring xtra clothes).I love this party.This was the BEST birthday party i've gone. Thanks to Larson's hotel-lobby-house. I have to admit im really sakai .Haha. Couldn't stop looking at his house. HUGE.
Before that, this is a very long blog and ppl might think it's bored,i'm sry but this is my blog and i enjoy posting it^^
**The description is beneath each photo-in case it's too confusing
Here it goes:

Water

Starting to splash here and there

The grass is wet,we needa change place=)

in order to keep larson's grass alive!

Dunno what we were doing

Well,Stephen always got the hose.Fuck mama

Lets get into the tub

Aimed Mei jin

She's always the one who got bullied.Poor..

After all,we took a some group photos..Haha

Dunno when,Gerald suddenly shouted.

OMG he had cramp

Sad man.Sure it was really pain.I was just looking.

Poor cramped Gerald, still needa take pictures.

We were so happy?Oooh Gerald..=(

Picture again

Mei jin so sakai

Posting^^

I think this was the LATS post,if not mistaken.There the show-out-ur-tongue

Loads of post here..

Post

Adding the special effect,bubbles.Thx to Marcus

Almighty Sofia.WHOA

Oh no Mei jin was attacked again

Saw Meijin?Down there strong hajar attack her

Plus horny little Marcus again dat.Die lo

Now Meijin is in there.Can only see her hand holding Hajar's.Haha

Let's be MoDeLs post.Lol.I knw we're nt

Starring bubbly Marcus

Boobies.Guess wat??Larson's dad was looking at us!!Thats y hajar suk suk there

Longest and loudest Yum-Seng ever

Cheers for more!

Drink sprite only..

Took pictures,before goin in to bath.

After bath,so damn tired

Marcus there. Cnt stop with his bubbles.Haha

Looking at pictures.Lifeless

Hmm..They all ah. At the hotel-lobby-staircase

WHOA.Models at the runway again that.

Wet bras.Cs we din brought xtra bra,so we wore it back.Haha

Emmm..This one,speechless

In the bathroom 4 of us even bath together.Amylline,Hajar,Meijin and me. Bathing with only bras and panties.Lol.No big deal,all of use are girls=)

After the party,bout 9:30 am went to Amylline's house so that my parents can fetch me. When we were inside the house,me and Mei jin was on some topics,so i asked

" Will you fuck the person if you know who he/she is??"

Then Mei jin gave me a look, showing that Amy's mum was just right there.No Fucking Allowed.

I suddenly realised i just said Fuck, so i shouted "FUCK!!" ..Wth. I fuck because i fucked. Get this? Lol.

When i got home, too tired, i fell on the bed=)Nites

2008-04-04T23:52:00.017+08:00

Urghh, got sick today--flue,sorethroat,fever,headache. Everything came at once.Actually i din wanna go to school but mummy says NO.Boo.So i went to the doctor and all ha gave me was these colourful candies=)

Right in the afternoon but the friggin club.Photography club SUX.Bored like hell.And they got us to take pictures of 喜怒哀乐 . Wat the hell.These are the friggin pics we took in friggin club=)

喜

怒

哀

乐

This is not in our topic.It's just part of our ss-ing photo session=D..Named..The geeky wrappers girls version??Haha.JkJk

Now currently trying to change my blogskin but it seems to be so damn hard=(I mean the html part. My eyes almost went blind just now so i'll do it tomorrow again.Haih.. Yee tomorrow a full day of plans.School>>centre to buy larson's present>>larson's party>>centre for movie,bowling,shopping etc(only if we got time lar)>>..Whoa.12.22am.It's being late now.Nites

2008-03-30T16:34:00.009+08:00

This week, busy practicing piano.In school,i almost played water every single day, sound childish huh?Yeah its really fun but we're stopping it.Cos ppl around just got annoyed and hates us, it's true.So damn koyak. Theres a day,dunno which day, we played in the toilet. I actually wanna carry the whole water bucket,but its too heavy for me.So i just got one of those disguisting water-tongs and chase hajar and mj out of the toilet.Right, meijin is running too slow so she got wet. She looks like soaked babe.Haha. Later we decided to go back to the staircase to bring back the tong where it belongs.This time we promised not to wet anyone, so i went in the toilet and put it back.When i come out,mj and hajar pulled me to one of the bush, then pushed me in.Lol i couldn't balance myself so i fell into the bush,plain lying on the ground. I felt like shit man. I could only see hajar from the little hole,i gave my hand to her then she pulled me out.Haha.Im so dirty like a sakai who came out from the jungle.I've got scars too=(( Those fcuking mud or leaves watever got into my bra,so itchy.Damn. Anyway,i have fun playing.

Meijin. Things go way it shouldn't. In canteen, he obviously sees you.But he skipped. It's okay actually ba,like how i skip him=)So you just need to try hard,and before that,do you really like him o not?Cos u keep asking us if u like him.Lol.Hmm...

My horoscope for today: Someone with an unusual point of view comes in to your life in the next few days. Once you get past the strangest, you may find there is something very compelling about them. Maybe they are not so unlike you after all.
True or not?I don't really believe these things actually.Haha. Yesterday, i wrote a letter. They're just things i should say. I hope xx really stays outta my life,i hate it when people come teasing. Hate it=( Mean little thing,fuck off.

New seat place.Lol.Its so un-new but things going too slow.Haha.Nothing wrong with him,its just me.No,should be you all.Keep asking me to talk and talk,which makes me feel so weird after all.K ba i did talk but jus as little as mj talking with tc.^^

Hate The School

2008-03-22T23:00:00.013+08:00

Today,school is soo bored cos Hajar and Stephen didn't come.I knew i will go crazy there at my my seat without talking,so i decided to go home.I asked my mum to fetch me at 8:30.Yeah,when the time has come,i packed my bag and go into my car. My mum drove the car out.Wat the cock the guard stopped us "mana kau punya leaving cert?"After this i knew there's a lot of things to do cos i ain't really sick,i was just pretending to.I went to the discipline. , took the pink paper and wrote fever,then went in to see Mr Lee but he asked me to go to health office for the nurse to sign.I thought the nurse would check my body degree,so i took another pink paper and wrote stomache ache.LOL.But the nurse said i have to sleep there on the dirty bed before she knows wads wrong with me,then i can go home.Fuck. i went to the guard and told him this and that begging him to let me out,acting so innocent.But he said no..Then i got a lil angry and told him "Kau bawa sayalah tengok kalau dia mau sign!!"He brought me to the health. and left me there. So i talked again with the nurse but still a NO,then i went to Mr Lee and talked again as if my poo is coming out,but he says NO.I went back to the guard,the guard brought me to the principal. then i was brought to the secretary-Kelly.I told her this was my first time i go home so i didn't knew i can't call my mum first(i think i can be a good actor-i've went home so many times last year)She asked me to bring my mum in,haih..Then i go bring my mum,then see the principal WTF but the principal asked me to see the nurse.After all,with this principal's words,the nurse became such a caring woman,when she scolded me like shit before.My smart mum says
"Eh,u didn't work at wisma already??"
"Huh??How do you know me.You can still recognize me?"With her so-famous look
"Sure,i always see you jogging"
"Oh haha..regarding your daughter,Yea it's not her fault la..You know ah....
And this and that,acting so good
Fuck her man.At last she told me kindly,"next time you have to come and see me first ah...""Oh sure...=(" Then this fucking woman brought us to Mr Lee and then he signed. This lil thing wasted up my precious time,i left the school at 9:20. My mum and i was fucked up.She hates the nurse too.=)
If my lame story is too long,sorry.I just wanted to express how stupid is the school.

2008-03-21T22:58:00.012+08:00

Went to kundasang yesterday and came back today.Fucking bored.The one and only pic i took yesterday was this:The most boring view i've seen.

Then i was glad i can go home,at last..And took some ss pic in car. Lol:

My cute lil sister and i

Haih..my sister with her new pet,cj7.She was feeding her pet>< Cant stop talkin to her cj7.."wanna eat?""Have a good sleep"stuff... Teddy ain't cute as cj7=(

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Now doing sejarah corrections**.I have read your blog i know the 'their place' is my place bah..Fine, obviously,we were skipping you. Cos sometimes you made us annoyed,i knew you din do anything wrong,it's just our problem.The problem is,..i don't know how to explain and i don wanna explain,i think it's kinda hurt,for you..Ahaha=D So just let things stay like how it is now.The plan is still on ba,but i'm lazy to plan,later its fcuked up i'll feel bad.12 am now,later have to go to school again><

Miserable??

2008-03-17T23:21:00.004+08:00

Like what mj said,her place seems to be quite nice.I find today miserable,not those commit-suiciding miserable,just another like-hell day.Haha. Firstly, i thought my new sit place would be like somethin new..Lol,it ended up with me having headache and tiredness and i slept in class as if im goin up there to heaven=( I almost can't stand sitting there,it's so hard for me to make a sound.Imagine me making NO sound for like a whole boring class,haih. Fine, i should just get used to it rite??Yeah..
Another asshole shit, i'm soo disappointed for my results. None of the subjects reach my target=( Only 4 subjects were given back today, i don't give a damn to look at my results tomorrow. Sej=79(pook me) Add math=78(slap me) Eng=76(punch me) Science=88(at least gimme a smile here=))

More post tomorrow,cos i'm sleepy now. Dream~~

Story of sakai

2008-03-17T00:01:00.004+08:00

Went to cinema this noon with mum and sis to buy tickets of Ah Long Pte Ltd but full house,so bought for the night ones. I miss our long tickets=(( Mine's too short.

"Is the cinema cold??"
"No"
"Well,just bring the jacket."
"Okay...."

"Which floor is the cinema??"
"Eight"
"Not tenth??"
"Shut the fuck up.I've been to the cinema more than you"
"Okay lo..Sob sob"

"Do they sell food at cinema a not??"
"Yeah,sure!"
"I mean like fried mees or what"
"Wtf,of course no."

And lots more...

Not talking bad bout my family ba, just sharing their cuteness with you all. Well,only close friends know this blog exists..so it's okay.Btw,i was quite fcuked up by these conversation today.And, cause of the time of the movie,i only ate one meal today.Hope it didn't influence my weight plan~~

School reopens tomorrow,em few hours later. I'm quite afraid of my exam papers,i hope i didn't do that bad>

Shitz.Im so tired of today.Nites=)

Ritenuto

2008-03-16T04:26:00.003+08:00

Everything's held back today(ritenuto).I woke up at 11am and had my breakfast. Later rushed to studio as i was late doing things for my sister.And wtf i was wasting my time at studio.Went home like a freakin shit.Had lunch at 4.30pm.Then watched some outdated taiwan series lol till 3.30am.Fuck again.Now i jus had my dinner which is about 3.45am and bathed soooo late.=((

Bad and Nice day

2008-03-15T01:08:00.007+08:00

Bad Day:What a bad thing happened,my sister made me cry.Haha.You just can't imagine that i cried rite?My sister used to scold me fuck,shit,foolish,'ben dan' watever...Who cares.This morning she behaved like a shit so i said " You're INSANE". Then she shouted like hell,telling everyone i'm such a shit, and my daddy came and scold me,hugging my PITY little sister crying. WTF?? I explained to my daddy how she behaved,while me crying,which ended up argueing again. My dad asked us to say sorry to each other,my CUTE little sister said " Sorry LO",then me too,shaking our hands(lol),i pressed her little hand a bit hard,and she shouted"owww".Yay.I gave her a nice glance,then she kept quite ever since.HAHA

Nice day:Well,we're trying to form a VERY-MINI girls band.Yeah, so called mini cause it's just far too different from any bands you've seen.But still give me a WOW.Made up of a pianist,keyboard player,guitarist,and a drummer. Me,will be playing keyboard.Haha.I really hope this thing will success,wish me luck please..Currently working hard on this.=)

Now i really need to go to bed, having dancing practice tomorrow.I really don't wanna go, but i have to=(( Nites

FUCK AGAIN!!!!XX

2008-03-13T20:26:00.009+08:00

I wrote something quite long just now and suddenly its all lost for goodness sake..Fuck You.Shit.Keep on fucking!!

Fcuked up

2008-03-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

Wow.It's quite late now.I've been working on my blog it's sooo confusing.But i think i'm okay with it.

Today;morning went to centre with mj,stephen,charles,gerald,shuk mun,ian,august,tc,farica, bayau,lulu and a bunch of unknown guys.Lol.Fucked up mj did nothing just like a shit.Sorry. But you're just seriously giving up all the chances you have.Well,nite went to a park with family opposite Sutera Harbour. Not really a park,there's a food heaven there(the food not really nice)because the environment is so calm and quiet and relaxing.Well,this parked is owned by Sutera's management,imagine how nice it is.And i bet noone actually knows that this park exists..Should have a look.

Weight;Hmm...I've been eating a lot these days,really a lot. I also ate rice please...there's once i almost vomited.Fuck.Anyway,i hadn't seen any increase on my weight or even that i've grew fatter.Fuck The What!!

Tomorrow;which is few hours later,i should be going to saloon for a hair cut with pei lei.After that,going to Chew's house for movies..But this plan seems half dead i don't even know if it's still on.

1:23am;now,i should be on my bed dreaming of any shitz that is impossible.Goodnite

2008-02-25T16:56:00.000+08:00

Yeah blogging again.Why the fuck do i need to blog when no one is visiting this effing blog?Haha except charles and mj..Okay nothing happened today.Today's a bored day cause im sick,Stephen don't know why he's always like that,MJ no mood,Charles erm...dunno,Hajar so quiet,Zoe's always quiet.And next class which is REN,they're so high..What more?I'm sick now and there's a lot of people saying that im too thin and skinny and chopsticky. Haha!So guess what? Im trying to gain weight.Ate my first normal bowl of rice in this year(think so)which they serve in those restaurant and i finished it!!Haha.So for the whole day yesterday, i ate erm..a bowl of mee,8 dumplings,a glass of homemade milkshake and RICE.I really want to prove that i'll gain weight,seriously.
Enough for gaining weight,now to studies.Exam SO SO SOON..Scared and nervous.Im trying to score my very best.Just to prove to myself that i didn't become dumb even im in the lower standard of studying(commerce)yay!
Studying hard for Sejarah now.
That's all for today.Sorry if my blog is bored cause i just don't know how=)

2008-02-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

This is NOT to show-off.Just erm..kind of miss those days having fun~

Nothing happened today.Haha.Its just that mj asked me to blog don't know why i think its because we two are new to blogging and so i just accompany her to become sucky.Ya i know my blogs ugly.I will make it better after exam,NOT now cause making a few changes in computer takes me few hours.Well i actually planned to study sej, book-keep,and math today but i'm too tired i've been studying in school today non-stop(i guess)Yeah so..i haven't bath.Lol.Going to bath now--

Studying hard

2008-02-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

Taken in likas hall during the fucking taiwan show.Sofia is left out(miss-skill by the photographer u know who)=)

This morning went to school and sold 5 tickets.Yeah.Then nothing happened.We got another math test which i passed up another blank paper=( But later went to math tuition for the first time-Helen Ting.With Stephen,Gerald and Hajar.I think my math improved a lot compared with erm..12 hours ago.Yes!!Im so happy.Working out on math questions now.At night,went to this fucking taiwan show.I was lazy actually cause i just reached home from tuition but i promised that i will go,and to make my rm50 worth for it(so not!).Right,i don't even know whats the show about.Lol.Took pictures and i felt bitchy cause we were making so much noise..Then went to Damai to the ex-little taiwan and drank some shit.Han send me home.So damn sleepy.But i wanted to study a bit for math and sejarah.Don't know if i can make it i probably will sleep with my eyes open.Nites~i'll dream math

Fuckin busy

2008-02-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

[Niu zai hen mang]
by dear dancers
im not in there.boo

[Niu zai hen mang]Right.I'm really busy preparing for mid-term exam, which will be soon.Trying to do my best as i didn't really do well in the past years.**

Econ test today is okay.But math sux. I really hope my tuition tommorow can help me!I'm dying for math~~Studying my geography now cause there's another freaking test tomorrow.Huh.Well,nothing happened today except..mj lost her treasurer money.Don't know if its true maybe the money is just stucked somewhere.=)

For tomorrow,yeah the Taiwan shit.There's still 10xRM10 tickets with me which can't be sold out.Damn

I have to study right NOW or i'll fail in the test tomorrow!

New again

2008-02-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

Took while we were too bored waiting for our next dance

Yup,decided to change to blogspot cause xanga is really hard and complicating. I don't even know how to change themes..put pics...im such a shit=)

Ekonomi,Math and English test tomorrow.I've been memorising econ since 3 hours ago and just finished 3/4 which means that i still have to read this for another 1 hour to get SMART(good math huh?haha). Yes i really want to.But im going to give up math which i only allow myself to fail this subject ONCE this year its tomorrow.

For today,...slept at 2am and woke up 9am.Prepared for a fuckin performance in a temple at Tuaran.So damn far. After performing, went to YOYO Damai with three other dancer. Had red bean and pudding milky tea.Sux.Then.. lazy to type today is just nothing.

Fuck theres something wrong on this page.Can't bother much cause i still have an hour to go before i finish my econ.